Lonesome Association

The most popular girl in the school,
I walk through the hall surrounded,
By a large group of giggling girls.
My joyous laughter filling the hall.
Students and teachers greeting me by name.
This is my life, the world I live in.
Proving to be comfort for those who morn,
And eager to rejoice with those who celebrate.

The funny thing is what is inside.
Despite the smiles and the waves,
I really feel quiet alone.
Emotions defy reason.
Logic reigns not with my crazy soul.
While still wrapped with my own laughter,
I am looking towards the end of my day.
Just to walk alone with no people or laughter,
To find my God and enjoy His presence.
A simple time filled with love for Him