Back into the world of reality, I been flung.
I wanted to stay hidden forever,
The world wouldn't let me.
I shall hide in my corner not daring to venture out.
Concealing my thoughts in my mind,
My hopes in my chest and my words in my mouth.
As I walk around interacting with society,
My concern is for them not to see what's inside of me.
I wrangle with my emotions.
When I've got a grasp on them,
I feel victorious,
But with them running free I am bewildered.
I don't want the world to see my hurts or my cares.
Forcing my worries to cease to exist,
Pushing and prodding I censor my thoughts.
Myself...this is my greatest struggle