The end of my attempts

Looking, Searching, wandering, seeking,
Trying to find where I'm going to go.
Lost in bewilderment;
Traveling, walking, running, tearing,
Proceeding down the road in life.
Continuing uncontrollably;
Surrounded by vastness.
Panicing in incomprehensibility;
Life has left me lost.
Lost in deep dank emptiness.
Uncertainty all around,
A sense of meaningless,
Confounded me.
The darkening confinement,
Enslaving me to madness.