Impatent Boredom

Impatience reigning here tonight.
Finding endless boredom while I wait.
Seems today I fail to appreciate,
The nothingness I often want.
Not knowing from where it came,
Why it's here is a mystery the same.
I seek to disown the unwelcomed name,
Of this the ungrateful wretch.

Waiting

Once again I find myself waiting.
Within my soul I hear debating,
Has the Lord, my God, forgotten me?
Why so long and still I'm yet to see,
Here is the hope I trust, God still reigns.
The power of His great love remains.
If only this truth would penetrate,
And thus relieve my worry bound state.
Let's cast away our cares and worries,
By offering wholehearted praises.
Thus rejoicing in the truth we know,
Our focus rather than here below,
Is moved to eternal heights above.
And there we find our King's faithful love.